Fields of Barley, Vol. 6
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“I died in my sleep?” the question barely escaped his mouth.
“I don’t know if I understand that,” Mark said even as the reality of the event
now made sense. “That’s why I’m here, isn’t it? That is why I’m no longer home
with Janie. That’s why my back no longer hurts, and why it will never hurt
again.” Mark twisted his back the previous week when attempting to move
large boxes of memorabilia that were buried deep in the basement of his
mother’s house. Ironically the boxes contained Marks stuff, stuff stored since
high school, old memories that were never thrown away.
When Mark
was alive and contemplated the concept of his own death, he never imagined
anything like this. Would the stereotypical beliefs he held come true? And what
about all those unanswerable questions he would surely have once he died? “Who
will take care of my wife and children? How will my kids pay for college? Will
my spouse marry after I’m gone, and if so, how long until they forget about me?
Of course the inevitable regrets would surface: “If I could just have one more
chance, I would try harder for that promotion, or spend extra money on the air
conditioning option, or ask Tracy Lubeck out on a date.” Mark thought he would
feel the same way, or ask similar questions when he died, but he didn’t. He
thought only of the beautiful girl sitting beside him and the complete peace
and tranquility he felt in her presence. The feeling overwhelmed him and he did
not wish it to end.
“Anna-Lisa,
you said not all people that die go into a room like this. Why is that? Why am I here—why me?”
“The
answers you seek are found in the very questions you’ve asked.” Anna-Lisa said
in both an authoritative and comforting tone. “The questions you’re asking tell
us that you need to be here in this room, but only for a short time. Some
things need to be explained first and then you will be able to leave and
proceed forward. We need to talk about some important things that happened in
your life.”
The
statement brought a puzzled look on Mark’s face, a look not lost on his female
companion.
“I see you
need further explanation,” she said with a warm smile. “There were events in
your life you questioned and have pondered throughout your life. Things that
occurred to you, things that never seemed normal, correct, right, or even fair.
It’s bothered you many times and caused you pain and heartache. When I first
told you I was here to help answer any questions you have, this is what I
meant.”
To be continued...
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