The following is an excerpt from my latest W.I.P. Enjoy!
After
church children reunited with their parents and families left the building and
returned to their homes, the Templetons among them. The twins were unusually
quiet as John drove the minivan.
“How
was your class?” Rebecca asked the silent void.
“Okay,”
Cameron said.
“Yeah?
Did you do anything fun?” This time neither child said anything. Rebecca turned
in her seat to look at the kids. Rebecca never tired of seeing her three boys
all in their child seats. Things definitely changed since she was a kid and
children could pretty much sit anywhere in a moving vehicle.
“Hey
guys, you doing okay?” The boys looked at their mother and the twins nodded at
her question. “Okay…I was just checking.” Rebecca turned back and looked at
John. He met her look by raising his shoulders signifying to his wife that he
didn’t know what was going on with the children either. The Templetons
concluded their commute without the ambient sound of children droning on. The
experience was foreign to the parents—too bad they couldn’t enjoy it.
Once
again Sunday afternoon brought a sense of melancholy to Rebecca as she wished
she could spend time with Wanda, but as the days passed, the feeling began to
ebb, and this realization made her feel even worse.
Once
her blog post was written and posted, Rebecca and John relaxed in their
bedroom. The twins had been put down 30 minutes earlier. Rebecca
looked in the doorframe of their room and saw Dillon standing in his pajamas.
The boy had as serious a look on his face as a child under four years old could
have.
“Dillon,
honey…what’s wrong?” Dillon said nothing but slowly walked to the bed.
Rebecca’s question caused John to sit up and see what his son wanted. Both
parents could tell as Dillon walked into the dimming light that their son had
been crying.
“Oh,
come here,” Rebecca said as she wrapped her loving arms around her son and he
melted into her embrace. Almost instantly Rebecca could feel the child’s
shoulders shudder as the tears began again to fall.
After
a few moments where no one spoke, Dillon composed himself enough to talk. When
he did, his parents were now very concerned.
“Mom?”
the feeble question escaped Dillon’s quivering lips.
“Yes,
dear?”
“Is
dad going to go away?”
A
Shock of confusion hit Rebecca with as much force as if someone had literally
slapped her across her face.
“No.
What made you ask a question like that?” Rebecca asked. Dillon said nothing.
“Dillon,”
John said. “Dillon…I’m not going anywhere.” Still Dillon remained silent.
Confusion
turned to worry for Rebecca. “Come sit up here with us.” Rebecca lifted
the youngster up and placed him in the space between herself and her husband, a
spot both twins loved to occupy and a source of many sibling rivalries between
the growing boys. A moment of joy flashed in Dillon’s face as he sat between
his parents.
“Now,
Dillon. I want you to know I’m not mad at you, and neither is dad…” Rebecca
said as she looked up at John who sat and towered over his son on the bed. Dillon nodded. “We just want to know why you asked that question,
that’s all. Okay?” Again Dillon nodded.
Rebecca
adjusted her position on the bed to allow her to fully face her son. “Did you
have a bad dream that daddy was going to go away?”
Dillon
shook his head.
“Did
someone tell you that daddy was going to go away?”
Dillon
nodded his head and a chill raced up the spines of both parents as if the room
suddenly lost all heat and was replaced by a winter wind. Rebecca wasn’t sure
how to proceed.
“Dillon,
who told you daddy was going to go away?” This time Dillon didn’t move. Rebecca
wondered if they would ever find out what happened.
“Okay,
son,” Rebecca smiled into her son’s sad and worried eyes. “Did the person say
how daddy was going to leave?” Dillon shook his head. This relieved Rebecca,
but only just.
“Was
the person who told you this one of your friends at church?” The question
offered Rebecca a glimpse of hope. She thought maybe one of Dillon’s classmates
at church may have said something Dillon misunderstood or maybe a child said
trying to hurt him. Dillon furrowed his eyebrows at his mother’s latest
question and hiccuped as an after effect of his previous crying. It was
obvious he was confused and didn’t know how to answer.
“Did
the person who told you this one of your classmates at church?” Dillon shook
his head.
“But
it was at church, right?” Dillon nodded.
“Was
it your teacher?” Rebecca heard herself ask, her volume just above a whisper. A
thousand terrible thoughts raced through her mind as she considered the gravity
of what was happening to her family and a sense of panic began in her gut and
rose up her throat. When Dillon slowly nodded his head, Rebecca stopped
breathing.
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